The Restructuring – Part 3 – Done!!!

Hard to believe that this project was finished about 6 years ago! There is still one thing left to do. I have 8 dishtowels from the end of the warp that need to go out into the world and hopefully raise some money for a good cause, a group that is working for a more just and sustainable world. Let’s spread some wealth!

Recap:
This cloth was woven during the Stay at Home order between the end of March 2020 and the weaving was finished and taken off the loom on Juneteenth (6/19/20). The idea behind this piece was to find a way to restructure the fabric of society while maintaining the parts that do work.

It is time to weave a new cloth.
The beginning part of the cloth has a sparse background with 3 tablet woven bands representing the current state of society. The center band represents the concentrated money and power. The top band says “OPPRESSION” ➔ “LIBERATION”. The bottom band says “FEAR – LACK” ➔ “ABUNDANCE”. Those two bands represent the people who have been marginalized. Over the course of several weeks, the underlying foundation of the cloth (the warp) was restructured. The warp threads from the 3 bands were moved across the weaving with the result that the ‘Money and Power’ threads have been redistributed throughout, and the outer band warps have also spread out. The process of shifting the warp threads was really challenging and created some interesting and unexpected texture. The process and textures got even more complex when the outer warp threads moving towards the center met the inner warp threads moving out. Made me think about how do we spread out the wealth in society, as well as how we re-integrate people who have been marginalized. What happens when those two movements intersect?

Inspiration
The Covid-19 pandemic clearly showed, to anyone paying attention, the many things in our human world that do not work. It is also showed us how we are all connected. Wealth and power are concentrated in the hands of the few. Huge numbers of people, especially people of color and folks who don’t fit the dominant culture’s norms, have been marginalized. The result is a threadbare society where it is far too easy for people to fall through the cracks. This fabric is not very functional or sustainable.

The goal is to transition from a non-functional cloth to a sturdy functional cloth, to represent the society we want to create. I wove off the rest of warp and turned it into dishtowels.

Being a firm believer that things happen in ‘right timing’, the delay in getting these towels and story out in the world allows it to coincide with the current political climate. There are people in power who are working to maintain these disparities and while it is important to resist these forces, it is equally, if not more, important to illustrate the world we want to build. I will update this post when I know where the towels are going.

For those interested in the weaving geekery, here’s a summary of the process and timeline.
And for those interested in the esoteric aspects and correspondences, scroll to the end.

March 22, 2020 ordered yarn.

Prior to getting the warp on the loom, I wove a couple of sample bands and then had to get the loom set up.

April 6th, I started weaving.
This photo shows the beginning of the weaving with the loom set up and the tablets/cards for the bands in place. If you look closely at the fabric between the bands, you can see how loosely woven it is. There are 10 threads per inch in the warp at this point.

(see 1st blog post from May 4, 2020, The Restructuring – Part 1, for more detailed info on the setup and sample bands)

On April 10, started splitting the center band. This involved taking the weights off the warp at the back of the loom, pulling the tablets and their warp threads through the reed, moving them over and putting them back in place in the correct order as well as moving the warp threads between the heddles. And finally tying the weights back on.

This photo shows what things looked like behind the loom. The warps for the bands were weighted while weaving.

It took about 3 days to get all those tablets and warp threads moved.

Wove “Time to Share on 4/13.

April 27 – 28, have moved the tablets 14 times.

Each tablet was moved 4 spaces in the reed at a time until it reached it’s final location.
Typically one days weaving would be to move the tablets and then weave 8 picks. Occasionally I would move the warps twice, weaving 8 picks after each move. I started the process of moving the tablets on April 14.
On May 12, I started removing the tablets and threading those warp threads into the empty heddles I had left when setting up the loom.

(For more details on moving the tablets, see the blog post from May 13 – The Restructuring – Part 2)

Photo taken: 5/24/20

On May 28th, I removed the last of the tablets.

On May 31, I reset the warp weights and made a couple of modifications, and started weaving the cloth to be made into towels.

Left photo taken 6/1, all the tablets have been removed and starting to weave the towels. Right photo taken 6/17, Woven fabric wound onto the front of the loom, almost done, pink threads are length markers.

Finished weaving the rest of the warp and took it off the loom on 6/19

And for those interested in the esoteric:

Correspondences for this piece fell into 2 categories: planned symbolic representations and
numerous events that lined up while working on this piece.

Symbolism and Numbers
5 colors of warp – 80 ends each = 400 ends
Four is the number of sides of a square and is associated with stability and foundations.
160 Dark green and Yellow/gold – 8/2 tencel – shiny – Represents wealth / money / power
240 total, Gray, tan, cotton/linen yarn and white cotton yarn – represent humanity
Weft – olive green cotton/linen yarn – represents life / earth / spirit – connects everyone
10 dent reed – beginning background cloth 10 warp threads per inch, when restructuring done, it will be 20 warp threads per inch.
The background cloth at the beginning is ‘threadbare’ having half of the number of threads it should have.

Once I started moving the tablets across the warp, I wove 8 turns (of the tablets) and 8 weft picks between moves: 8 is a double square – foundation
Those 8 turns/picks became the process of building a new foundation. The first 4 was building it, the 2nd four was securing that new foundation.

Synchronicities:
Start at beginning of lockdown / stay at home order
This gave me the opportunity and time to concentrate on working on this piece.

Finished the first part (set up and wove to $ POW) just before the beginning of Passover and the 1st seder. Finished weaving the ER the next day and started the process of splitting the center band.
One of the main themes in the story of Passover is escaping from the narrow place (Mitzraim/Egypt)
As the Jewish people are leaving Egypt, they come to the Red Sea and divine intervention causes the sea to split so they can escape.
– During the first 3-4 days of Passover, I divided and moved the center cards into 2 groups. On April 13th I wove: TIME TO SHARE – This was the 4th day of Omer, and the spiritual qualities for the day are Netzach she’be Chesed – Victory / Determination within Loving Kindness.

Counting the Omer is based on an ancient agricultural practice of counting a measure (omer) of grain that was brought to the Temple in Jerusalem every day for 7 weeks (49 days). The medieval Kabbalists added the practice of associating each day with a pairing of the sefirot (spheres) on the tree of life.
– moving cards almost every day (except on Shabbat)
– started moving the cards at the start of the Omer
– finished removing the last cards on day 49 of the Omer (5/28)
– This ‘restructuring’ took 7 weeks
– became my 2nd Omer project that I was working on that year
– dealing with tangling threads required a slow & gentle touch, coaxing them into place.
Right around Shavuot (Jewish holiday celebrating the receiving of the Torah which was on 5/29 that year) the protests started happening, which made this project feel even more relevant.

This is probably the most intense piece I’ve ever done / worked on. As the world is unraveling I am slowly changing the the structure of this cloth. One tablet at a time, I pull the warp threads & tablet out of the reed, move them over 4 spaces and them pull them back into their new space, over and over again. Once the group of cards are in there new locations, the warps need to be re-weighted and the tables aligned with the base warp. Everything has to be order to be able to get a clear shed. I weave 8 pics then start the moving process again.

“Finding yourself is to find your power”

Finding yourself is to find your power, and the first step in being able to make effective change in the world.”

I woke to this dream this morning: Someone was talking about how being an accordion player was who they truly were. They were adamant. While they were other things as well, playing the accordion was at the core of their being. I don’t remember much else, but then I looked at the clock and it was 5:55 am. Some folks take a time like that (all the same number) as a message from the ‘other than human world’ to PAY ATTENTION!

The thing that stuck with me about this dream was the conviction the person expressed when claiming who they were. The way I see it, we are each born with gifts, things at the core of our being that are our true essence. Our job in this life is to find, figure out, or connect with those gifts and share them with the world. No small or easy task for most of us. One of my biggest challenges is the sharing part.

So it is time for me to step out of my box and share who I am:
I create and tend to Sacred Space, I am a Tzovah* or temple keeper.
I create opportunities and spaces to share my knowledge, I am a teacher.
I create beautiful cloth that helps people connect to Source within themselves and with all, I am an artist.
I seek out connections between all things to Weave Oneness, I am an Oreget* a weaver.

If any of this resonates with you consider joining me for my new workshop series ‘Stepping Out of the Box’. (Note – Early Bird registration ends on 2/13 – 1st session is Feb. 27th)

*Tzovah and Oreget are 2 of the 13 Kohenet Priestess pathways.

photo credit: The accordion player, pencil and watercolour, 35 x 25 cm, By English artist Frederick Smallfield – Christie’s, Public Domain, https://commons.wikimedia.org/w/index.php?curid=28308118

One Whole World – Beltane 2018

One Whole World
All the threads are needed
All the threads are needed
All the threads are needed
To Weave
One Whole World

This came to me as a song last summer on the morning of the Solar Eclipse, the photo is from one of my journals. The sky photo was taken earlier this afternoon (5/3/18). Wanted to share this in honor of Beltane / May Day. Happy Spring!

Peeking and slowly crawling out of the ‘spiritual closet’.

Having spent most of my life hiding from myself and/or the world, posting on this blog is a big step for me. I’ve been searching most of my adult life for meaning, connection and trying to figure out what my purpose is during this lifetime.

In my 20’s I began meditating, and was a disciple of Sri Chinmoy for a short while. That was followed reading by a lot of books on a variety of mostly New Age subjects. Then about 10 years ago, I started studying Wicca as well as going back to my Jewish roots and discovering that there were more similarities than differences between the two. During this time I became involved with the Women’s Torah Project and was looking for a deeper connection with the Divine Feminine. My reading now included anything I could find on Shekhinah.

In the Fall of 2015, I stumbled upon the Kohenet Hebrew Priestess Training Program. It is described as ‘Earth Based, Embodied, Feminist, Judaism. I sat and read every page on the website. When I got to the bottom of the page describing the 13 priestess paths I was blown away. One of the Paths is The Weaver.

Oreget: The Weaver
    The Weaver weaves in the Temple to honor the Divine feminine. What she weaves are batim or “houses”—tapestries, garments, or maybe worlds. Like the Fates, the oreget weaves space, time, and soul together. She embodies the connectedness of all things. It is she who integrates and connects the many threads of the world. We see her in the women who spun the goats’ hair for the Tabernacle. Her gifts are the weaving of legends, interpretations, rituals and traditions, as well as weaving, sewing, writing, and all the creative arts. She watches over all activities that bring disparate elements together.

My first thought was “I’m not crazy!” I was awed, humbled, thrilled, amazed, excited, blown away. My path was real, not some crazy thing I was dreaming up. They were describing me. Some of the ideas could have been taken from my artist statement. And literally, I am a weaver.
     Artist’s Statement – March 12, 2013: “Spirituality and connections. These are the focus of my current work in mixed media and fiber art. The underlying philosophy of my world view is that all things are connected in some way. Finding those connections by juxtaposing objects or ideas fascinates me and through this searching, I look for ways to understand our place in the cosmos. My goal is to create art with a spiritual focus or for a spiritual use, with the hope that this work will foster the viewer or user’s sense of connection to that which is greater than our individual selves. Art that celebrates the threads of spirit that connect us all.”

I promptly signed up for their newsletter, and in a few months, they announced they were taking applications for two new cohorts, one on the East Coast, and one on the West Coast. I finally got my application in, and was accepted. I went to the first week of training in January 2017 still not entirely sure about this, it sounded so cool, but what in the world would I do with this? By the middle of the first full day, heading to the dining hall I knew, “I’m home”.

Central altar at the end of the week for Shabbat.

Show, Classes, a busy February

February will be a busy month!

Reception: My Solo Show – Inward Journey, Search for Self                                   February 5th, 2017 1-3pm @ University Friends Meeting & Friends Center
4001 9th Ave NE, Seattle, Washington 98105                               https://www.facebook.com/events/735555793260230/                                                 The show will be up until the end of March. The Friends Center is open M-F from 9am – 1pm. The show is in the social hall which is locked. You will need to knock on the office door. Their worship services are on Sunday morning. http://ufmseattle.org/

Weaving Classes @ Swedish Club
1920 Dexter Ave N, Seattle, Washington 98109                                                                 Classes run for 4 weeks Beginning February 7, 2016                                               Beginning Weaving on a 4-harness loom, 2-4 pm                      https://www.facebook.com/events/1796858190579484/                                            Basic Tapestry and Two-Harness or Rigid Heddle Weaving        https://www.facebook.com/events/612421362291663/                                                   To contact the Swedish club call: (206) 283-1090                        http://swedishclubnw.org/

My booth at last year’s conference.

Next retail event: Women of Wisdom Conference Market Place                      Saturday – Monday, February 18 – 20, 2017                                                               Market hours are 8:30am -7pm Saturday and Sunday and 8:30am – 1pm Monday      Held at North Seattle College in the Campus Center
9600 College Way N., Seattle, WA 98103
SW corner of the campus – enter at 95th St.               
http://www.womenofwisdom.org/wow-market-place.html

Happy Jewish New Year

Happy Jewish New Year everyone.

Detail of Path to Avodat ha'Lev, the Work of the Heart.

Detail of Path to Avodat ha’Lev, the Work of the Heart.

My wish for the new moon, new month and new year: May it bring Peace, Prosperity, and Loving Relationships based in pure heart desire and intention for the highest good of all. And may we each find our way to the work of our hearts.
Shana Tova (a good year) Blessings to all.

Studio Reorganization

Happy New Year all. Thought I would start off the year with a look into my studio. On Monday December 17th, I started reorganizing my studio to make room for a new loom. I started by sorting through my boxes of yarn. Sorry, no pictures of that. The process was pretty amazing with every available flat surface covered with balls, cones, and skeins of yarn. The final result doesn’t look much different than before, except now the contents are organized, and all of the boxes are labeled!!! See the last picture for the final result.

The new to me 8-harness Loomcraft loom, sitting in the living room since last Feb. (2012)

Getting started: the new loom will go in the corner against the wall behind where the small loom is now. This was actually after the first day when I sorted through all of my boxes of yarn. Note the apple crate sitting on the floor between the loom and the table – it contains a bunch of jute that I brought with me to Seattle from CA (in 1980) as well as a couple of very old projects which I actually finished in the past couple of weeks!

Day 2: The corner has been cleared out, and one bookshelf moved and the contents sorted. I won’t have easy access to this shelf, so it’s got the books and other things I don’t use often. The loom will be going where the desk is. And yes, the pile on the table to the left, is some of the stuff that was on the tables in the corner, still need to figure out what to do with all of it.

Day 2: Some of the chaos created by the sorting process. I also discovered that there is space for another IKEA Billy shelf next to the one in the corner! One of the short narrow ones will fit next to it, under the drawer unit. Something for the future.

Day 3: Books now organized by topic, not size. Note the second shelf down has almost all of my textile history, costume history and sewing books. Yup, that’s one whole shelf.
Day 4: Almost ready to move the loom, need to move the desk and the small loom, otherwise the space is finally ready. It took an insane amount of time to go through and decide where to put the rest of the stuff on the shelves that will be behind the loom. Kept getting side tracked with little projects that needed doing.

Day 4: The loom disassembled so it can be moved downstairs. This is the frame with the treadles held up on a dowel so they won’t flop around while we are moving it.

Day 4: Another shot of the loom in parts. On the left is the cloth beam attached to the jacks that raise and lower the harnesses. On the right, leaning up against the wall are the harnesses.

Day 4: My husband and son moving the frame down the stairs. The stairwell into our basement is ‘U’ shaped. You go down 6 steps to a landing, make a 90 degree turn, across the landing and then another 90 degree turn to go down another 6 steps. Plus the stairwell is only 32″ wide and the loom frame is 28″ deep, so not a lot of room to spare.

Day 4: The loom reassembled!! The harnesses aren’t in place yet, as they needed cleaning.

About 6 days later (after Xmas) The loom is all ready to go. I spent about 3 hours cleaning the metal that the heddles sit on and another 3 hours cleaning all of the wood with olive oil and lemon juice (2:1 ratio, works great). Once I decide on my first project, all that needs to be done is make sure there are enough heddles on each harness, and tie up the treadles. So many options.

And here’s the other half of the studio finally cleaned up, and ready to get started on some sewing projects. The twelve boxes in the middle of the upper shelves contain all the now-sorted yarn. Still need to figure out what to do with the small loom, that’s on the right.

My studio is now ready for the next ‘fiber-brained’ adventure.

I Did it!!!

    It may not seem like a big deal to many people but for me this is huge. I finally signed up for my website/blog today. The process itself wasn’t difficult, it was making the necessary decisions that was my big stumbling block. I’ve been stewing over this for nearly two years now. First choosing a domain name and how to structure the site. What did I want to put on it? How much to include? Then getting over the technical hurdles of the platform, hosting and a certain amount of techno-phobia. All of which required a bunch of new knowledge. But now, with a lot of help from my friends, I’m here!

I want to thank all of the people who made this possible. Paula Ward, who teaches business classes at Seattle Central Community College, in a month of mentoring you have helped me to move forward faster than I ever thought possible. Without your coaching I’m sure I would still be stewing over this, so Thank You!! She has a great knitting blog. http://easyknittingdesign.com/

Mary McKenzie, a good friend and spiritual guide, thank you for your always well timed input. The copy of Deepak Chopra’s Laws of Detachment you gave me last night was most helpful. Her blog is at http://miniaturewytche.blogspot.com/. And I found another website today, a Jewish meditation site http://www.awakenedheartproject.org/. They have a series of meditation talks, just the title of one struck a chord with me: “I think, Therefore I am in Tsuris”. Tsuris is Yiddish and means troubles or trials and tribulations. Hmm… So if thinking about this for two years hasn’t yielded a decision, try something else? Meditation perhaps? Let go and follow my intuition, ah, finally, success.

A special thanks goes to my husband, Kevin Cain, for listening and putting up with my dithering, for your help with all of this tech stuff, and all of your love and support. Kevin’s blog is at http://artwritingandgeekingout.wordpress.com/. And to the rest of my family and many friends who keep encouraging me, Thank You! Your support means more to me than you can ever know.

This is the beginning of a new adventure for me. It is obviously a work in progress, with only two pages and one blog post, there is a lot of work to do. I still need to choose a theme (appearance) for the blog, and there are a number of pages yet to come. But earlier this evening, after the first two pages were up, I was feeling almost giddy. I did it! I made the decisions and acted on them. I am vanquishing my foes!

Choked by Fear
Bound by Doubt and Worry
Sinking into Indecision
and a pool of Procrastination
——
It takes Courage to
Gain the Confidence
To rise up with Hope
And attain the Certainty
To move forward with
Decisive Right Action

You can read more about this piece on my etsy site.
https://www.etsy.com/listing/72091968